January 2010
18 posts
Why is it that everything that is perfect is never...
jennysfuckin:
I think I’m too good at hiding my feelings it scares me. It seems like everyday now I’ve been walking around with a burden on my shoulders and in my heart, but I never say a word to a single soul about it. I walk around as if nothing bothers me, as if I have no problems. I mean I have people to talk to, it’s just I don’t want to tell just anyone. It’s selfish to say I only want to...
Time stops for no one.
soulverity:
Yet, sometimes I really wish it would. Time really just seems to pass by so much faster now than it did when I was younger. The funny thing is that everything is still the same, I guess I just perceive it differently. To a certain extent, I feel as though I do it to myself. I let life pass by so quickly and I don’t take it all in. I keep looking to the next day, my next move, and I...
Sometimes I get so scattered, I can't even collect...
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This feeling
twnxm:
missweed:
is getting fucking old. It’s so damn tiring. Why won’t it stop? I feel so fucking unappreciated.. Maybe because I’m surrounded by unappreciative people, but whose fault is that? I am the company I keep, right? What happens when you have no company, though? What am I now? Nothing? The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
My life is no where close to being perfect.
tellytothe:
I have my days where I completely want to give up, I lost faith and sometimes I feel like a failure. I have my insecurities and I never really know who to trust. I don’t have a lot of money, and I am not the most intelligent person out there. I push my limits and test my boundaries and sometimes I wish I didn’t. There are mornings where I look and feel like a complete mess and...
Life, what are you going to hit me with next? I'm...
My soul's aching, trying to stay low-maintenance,...
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Pressure
cindyxlove:
I want to go away for awhile. Turn off my cell phone and just disappear. I’m just so tired. I feel all the pressure of having to bring happiness to others, when I can’t even figure out what makes me happy. And these people think they make me happy, but they only give me pressure. All these feelings poured into me when I have nothing to give back.
You ever wonder what it all really means?
shesbonafide:
In biology, the science of living organisms, “life” is the condition which distinguishes active organisms from inorganic matter, including the capacity for growth, functional activity and the continual change preceding death.
Everyday I think about life. I think about my own, about my loved ones lives, and even those of strangers. I praise, I judge, congratulate, and criticize. I...
cindyxlove:
“No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don’t want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life’s change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long...
Personification of Sadness.
killthekids:
Sadness isn’t just an emotion anymore. Sadness is living Sadness is a creature, A creature that appears when you least expect it. Sadness is a thing with teeth, with fangs, It waits to rip you apart and take away Every other emotion that lurks within your body. Sadness creeps up and thinks it can hide But you always can tell when it’s waiting to attack. Sadness is unforgiving....
I was thinking about how I was last year.
cindyxlove:
I was so scared. I was so tired of myself. I hated everything I was and I had no goals what so ever. Before I explain who I’m becoming, let me explain who I used to be.
I was so low. Constantly, I would contemplate if anything was worth it. So many times of being let down by myself. Hurting myself constantly; mentally and physically. I couldn’t handle it anymore. I didn’t want to...
"Constant pain dulls what is truly inside your...
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The fact that my life is about to change has not...
soulverity:
I know it’s happening; I definitely do. I’m going through all the motions, but it’s all just so surreal. As excited as I am to move, I’m still scared and anxious of how it’s going to be from now on. No one ever told me this is what it would feel like, unreal. Sure, I’ll be close to home, but I’ll be living in a place that’ll be my new home. All I can say is that childhood seems a lot...
Striving for excellence motivates you; striving...
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