December 2009
30 posts
I let this life of sin get to my head, and I can't...
(via chelabailey)
eyeizsunshine:
You begin to forget what it means to live. You forget things. You forget that you used to feel all right. You forget what it means to feel all right because you feel like shit all the time, and you can’t remember what it was like before. People take the feeling of full for granted. They take for granted the feeling of steadiness, of hands that do not shake, heads that do not ache,...
tikalumbo:
I don’t know what I want anymore. All I know is I don’t want this shit. Sometimes I feel so dead inside.. ..That sounds worse than it actually is.. ..I mean, its not necessarily a dandy ass feeling.. ..but its not as bad as I know you’re thinkin’ it is. You know what, man? I’m just tired. Of everything. Genuinely exhausted. I’m so done with this shit.
“You gradually get over the pain. It doesn’t go away, not for a long time, but it...”
– Jane Green (via runawaytrain) (via chalainex3) (via stephyasco)
Same shit, different day.
cindyxlove:
That really is how it goes. I wake up and I think about you. I do the usual and through out the day I think about you. And before I go to bed I think about you.
When you care about someone and they don't care...
stephyasco:
It’s the worst feeling in the world. It doesn’t make me mad, but it does make me feel really sad. I mean, I take the time and effort to do things for that person and it just doesn’t seem to be reciprocated. What’s that about? And what’s worse is if they do care, but they just don’t show it.
If we were all able to see the future, we wouldn't...
(via mymydinh)
waiting isn't the hardest part
dirrtystud:
heebeegeebees:
if you think the wait for what you want is the worst part. you are wrong. to be honest. whatever it is you are waiting for, can change the moment it comes at you. not saying that it will. i’m just saying the disappointment will be more memorable than the process. so take things slowly and appreciate the time you have without whatever it is you want so when the moment...
tikalumbo:
Don’t think too hard. You will kill yourself.
Too many things on my mind, that I don't even know...
(via nicaaaack)
I grew up feeling like a burden,
mikey-v:
It’s a feeling that never leaves me, I don’t know why I feel this way at times. Like I’m just another added problem. So I never ask for help, I always try and do things myself until its physically impossible to do it without someones help. People think I’m selfish, people think I do things if it benefits me. Try being in my shoes, you’ll never understand my reasoning. Although I felt...
“Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with...”
– Lemony Snicket (via kari-shma) (via lovebot) (via mstwnx)
Imagine a life with no tears, imagine a life with...
slammin'
empressaur:
I’m a different person everyday Inconsistency is my middle name, Irregularity, my claim to fame, Cross my heart and hope to lie, because lying is my body’s natural defense against vulnerability, No one likes having their softest parts exposed, all glistening and quivering, glossed over like the organs of a dying animal roadkill on the corner of 1st and 2nd. But don’t get me wrong,...
eyeizsunshine:
‘And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on when you want to move on, but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to...
“Next in importance to having a good aim is knowing when to pull the trigger.”
– (via lgdchris) (via brianmeetsworld) (via mylovenotes) (via fionamarie)
“the worst feeling in the world is knowing you did everything you possibly could...”
– (via marvinking) (via chelledimes)
“And man, everyday should be a new start. Every time the sun rise, it should...”
– Murs. (via ayeeepatrick)
Music
soulverity:
Like everyone else, I connect certain events or a particular person(s) with music. Every memory good or bad has a song. So when my iPod is on shuffle, I can either listen and think back on that moment or press skip and say fuck it haha.
(via laylo)
I can't live a day without music.
soulverity:
Well, I probably could, but I wouldn’t want to. I’ve realized that everyday I always have some type of exposure to music whether it be from my iPod, the radio or a tv jingle. I need it to live; it’s basically become synonymous with breathing.
chelseababy:
she-whispers:
One day, I will stop doing all the things that I do. You will be struck cold and all you can do is wonder where it went wrong. A little appreciation goes a long way and I wish you had known this earlier. I stuck around because I wanted to see something different in you. You took your sweet time and I grew tired of waiting.
Now it’s your turn to wait. Have a little...
sleep is the cousin of death, but the restless...
killakg:
(via braveharted)
Life Lesson #1
stacygirlfren:
Tonight I spent 6 hours talking to other people. Some were out of my own fun and some were to listen and get involved in other peoples’ issues. Fucking stuck in so many different cobwebs! This is horrible prioritization, seeing I got 3 hours of sleep last night, did not nap today, it’s past midnight and I havent started that pile of work yet. I need to fucking get with it,...
Forever gives us hope yet destroys it.
maxinesaephanh:
white-rhino:
Forever is a word that lost its meaning. They say, “nothing lasts forever so enjoy it while you can.” A memory can last forever but an object or a person never can. Forever crushes hopes and dreams of every woman/man whose hearts were shattered into pieces. Even if you’re the missing puzzle, ‘forever’ can’t hold those pieces together. Shattered hopes. Shattered...
dirrtystud:
Sometimes I wonder how the world would be like if I was never born. Seriously. What if I just suddenly disappeared. I know my family and friends would miss me but other than that, nobody would really care. I’m only a small part of this big world. What difference would it make if I was gone?
All my days are a struggle. I will wait until my...